hmmmmm

I seem to space from this a lot, sorry! i guess it's been a busy last few day's/week's. I have been working a lot lately, and then dealing with car stuff, along with some stuff with friend's. See, for a few month's now I've had these two really good friend's and i grew sort of distant from one of them and closer to the other. But lately it's switched around, I'm slowly growing closer to the other, and distant from the other/: don't get me wrong i love being close to one, i just wish i wasn't growing so distant from the other. Maybe he wants to be distant.....eh i don't know. I always think to much. I guess maybe he just doesn't wanna be as close as we used to be, oh well/:

"If that boy don't love you by now, He will never ever never ever love you"

Ugh horrible last 24 hour's, i cant even explain. Well i suppose i could but i really dont want to. Let's just say i made a stupid decision, but yet i know that it had to be done. I told one of my best friend's something and ya.... now i just feel really stupid for it. Now i have no idea what so ever to say to him, i feel stupid enough. Anything else i say will just make me sound even dumber. It's not that i dont wanna talk to him, i just dont have a clue what to say to him, or what to even do. Ugh kill me/: