Pretty much anyone that know's me, know's that i can not stand liars! I try my hardest to not lie to my friends, and im usually succesful. But my teachers/parents are a whole other story ;P. Lately everyone has been lying, and for some odd reason yall (yes i say yall) don't think that i catch you. Like ha, tonight i found out that one of my "closest friends" lied. Im not using names, i never do. They told me one thing last week and then a completely different thing today. Cause i deffinitly don't remember what you said (ginormous sarcasm there). There's only one person who i can trust to actually tell me the truth, and it suck's that we don't even go to the same school. I'm starting to realize that there is really pretty much no one that i can trust to tell me the truth anymore (besides that one friend lol). Ugh! I try to put both hope & faith into this person, because god put them in my life for a reason, but lately im just starting to give up. I dont want to say that, and i really dont want to beleive it but, lately i cant help it. And it is absolutely horrible that i cant say that to anyone in my life :(
There are way to many feelings that i keep inside about certain subjects, and about certain people but, no matter what i do or say it wont change anything :'(
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Yes, It's true. I'm not gonna make excuses and I'm not gonna try to cover it up. If you want my explanation I can give it to you but it probably isn't what you want anyway. Unfortunately I am untrustworthy and I know it. You know it too. We've been down this road before and I don't want to keep going. I feel like I need your help but I don't know how. Ugh, whatever.
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