"Lately im so tired of waiting for you..."

Ugh! Life has definitely not been my friend lately. Last 2 or 3 day's have just been a full out roller coaster. All good, then bad, then amazing, boring, good, and now it's just confusing. I wonder is i should just come out and tell him. Too bad i'm worried about if thing's between us are going to change, i'm pretty sure they will. I just wonder how much they'll change =/.