"If i never knew you..."

Today has seriously been the absolute worst day in so long. I did such a bitchy thing after school to one of my friend's. Actually i should int even call him my friend, he's way too good for me. I cant believe i did that, i should have just come out and said what i wanted. Oh well, i wish i could take it back, but my time machine is in the shop (jay kay!). I don't blame him at all if he never speak's to me again. If i was him i would never talk to me again. I took him for granted, and as usual i acted without thinking and was being stupid. Ugh! :/