Ugh day :/

Geez i have spaced off from this lately. Sorry! I guess a lot has been going on lately but at the same time not much has happened. I guess it's somewhat hard to explain. I'm in trouble at home so I'm being watched somewhat closely . Once again it's hard to explain and kind of personal. So, last night i went to my schools soccer game against Prep (we won!) yippie! hehe, and during it I sat with two of my friends, and two of my ex-boyfriends. Also texted one of my friend's most of the game, that started out well, but didn't end to well. Not in a fight but i didn't go to sleep smiling. He told me some thing's that really should not upset me, and yet the do, a lot! It's all I've been thinking about since 10:00 PM last night. I'm not at all sure what to do. I know that i care and that personally i am close to him, but maybe i care to much. How close is close enough?